WE ARE HAVING ANOTHER BABY!
It was a HUGE surprise to all of us! I had been feeling a little off, and took a pregnancy test on Christmas Eve. To my amazement, the test was positive! I wrapped a red bow around the stick and put it in a Christmas bag for the kids and Brian to open. Brian pretty much knew what I was doing, but we had to explain to the kids, "Mommy has a baby in her belly!" They were so excited, and without missing a beat, Nate said "This is the BEST CHRISTMAS PRESENT EVER!".
The kids' excitement helped me feel excited, but if I'm being totally honest, as much as my heart felt it was a miracle, a blessing.. I had a really hard time getting my brain wrapped around it all. I mean, we kind of thought we wouldn't be able to have any more kids naturally (without fertility treatments), so we were very content with our little family and had grown very comfortable with the fact that we were complete. So comfortable, in fact, that we had given away or sold 95% of our baby stuff just a few months earlier (of course, right?)!
Fast forward to now.. I'm about 14 weeks pregnant, starting to feel a little better (this pregnancy has been a little rough on my now-five-years-older body), and starting to really feel attached to this sweet surprise baby. I'm picturing all of us together, a family of FIVE, and I'm getting so pumped to see my sweet older babies bonding and helping take care of our sweet new baby. I feel like it has been a lifetime since I took care of a baby, but I hope it will all come back to me. At least this time it's only one and I will have some clue what I'm doing!
My due date is August 30, so until then I'm going to keep working (taking photos) when I can, and keep munching on Nate and Lilly and trying to spend this valuable time with them while it's still just the four of us.
In the mean time, expect at least a couple of sentimental posts about how special my big four year olds are to me.. They are growing up so fast and I feel awful there are so many sweet and funny (and maddening) things they do and say that I don't have time to post. We've been having so much fun, and they've been trying new things and I could not be prouder of them! They were ring bearer and flower girl in Uncle Danny's wedding a few weeks ago (that should be my next post), and they did AWESOME!! We got a membership to the FW Children's Museum, and they have fun meeting friends and exploring there.. We went to our very first play (Rapunzel) at the Casa Manana Children's theater, and they payed attention and seemed to really enjoy it! We go to Tiny Tot Time at Chick-Fil-a where they listen to stories and get to sing and dance with friends (and the yummy food doesn't hurt)! We do play dates at friends' houses when it's cold, and we are ALWAYS at a park when it's nice out! They love riding their bikes to the park by our house and meeting new friends there. They are both getting so brave (Nate is a lot more outgoing and adventurous than Lilly right now, but Lilly has more fun with people she already knows and is really comfortable around). We even went to a bowling birthday party and tried BOWLING! Lilly was doing well, but she is so sensitive and started crying when she felt like some of the adults were laughing at her (because she was so darn cute, of course), and she didn't want to play anymore. Nate did awesome and played the whole game. I could tell he loved it and was very proud of himself! It is so fun for me to watch them trying new things, especially when they enjoy themselves. But as much as we all love getting out of the house, some of my favorite moments are the snuggling in, in our pajamas all morning. I'm trying to soak up as much as that as possible right now! As tired as I've been in this first trimester, I'm so grateful for morning cartoons (and, who am I kidding- afternoon cartoons), that hold their attention and make it possible for me to sit for a second or enjoy a quick snooze (pass out) on the couch!
Ok, so I feel a little bit better just mentioning a tiny bit of what Nate and Lilly have been up to the last couple of months. I mainly just feel like I need to write things down here, because I want to remember! I have already forgotten so much about when they were babies and I love looking back to 2008 and reading about things they were doing and how I was feeling at that time. I have so much more to share and I hope I have time to blog about more soon!
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